So much angst... So I decided to let go...
His Holiness The Dalai Lama said that our main purpose in life is to seek happiness. . . and surprisingly, after so many years, I was able to do that. . . I found my happiness in him. . .
"if anyone doesnt have anything good to say, better keep quiet. if you want to say something to your loved one, yes, you can let the whole world know thru technological means like this one, but nothing beats old fashioned, soft spoken words that come from the heart while cuddling in bed..when you stare in each others eyes and see that this is the reason why you are what you are to begin with.. realizing that you are built that way to complement the person you love most.. you see, each of us is like a puzzle with a missing piece that only one person in the whole world carries..i have found my missing piece, and to all the friendsters out there... i pray youll be able to find yours." -jc marques
"to give you an overview about this girl, read on:
1. she loves PANCIT CANTON (the sweet and spicy one)
2.she loves my cooking ( i dont know why, halos lahat pareho lang naman ng lasa)
3.she keeps on bugging me that we should buy a "chumberpot" (di nyo malalaman ano yan kasi pati ako nalito when she said the meaning)
4.she's scared of the ocean because she says maraming sharks (thats ok) but when she said shes afraid of the pool also kasi may papasok na shark i thought "what the f***?" kasi sabi niya po at makinig kayo ng mabuti ha baka may matutunan kayo: ang tiles ng pool ay isang cage, at sometimes bumubukas yan, at pag bumukas yan papasok na ang shark! o diba? may sense diba? sabi ko nga.
5.i love the way she looks in the morning, yung tipong mapapaisip ka na "buti nalang may muta pako kundi clear na clear ang paningin ko" hehe joke lang auss.. seriously, i love the way she looks when she's sleeping, it makes you wish that when you wake up, you'll still see her right beside you.. and luckily, everytime i wake up, she's there, looking beautiful as ever.
6. i do the dishes, i cook, i sweep the floor, i make pagpag the sheets, and she. . . .reads a book. yun lang. and when im busy fixing the place she'll shout: HABYYYY, PAHENGE WAATER PLEAASEE!! sweet noh? sweet talaga na tao.
7.and when i give her her food na, i love the way she eats, because ang gulo niya kumain. kahit san san nakatingin, gumagalaw ang legs, naghoholding feet pa ang paa tapos may pasayaw sayaw pa habang nagchchew.
8. i love the way she looks when she's making tampo because she looks like a child, and it just melts my heart.
9.i taught her how to fart without the public smelling it! hehehe talent yan ha!
10.i taught her how to swim and now she's a bit better than me na. in fact she's so good that when i told her not to swim muna, di nakinig, nag swim parin, ayan nabungi tuloy! tigas kasi ng ulo. we had to look for a dentist right away..i must admit, she looked cute when she was bungi, parang galing boxing.
11.12.13.14.15.16.17.18.19.20. ganyan kadami para dito: ang tigas ng ulo ng batang to. kahit anong lesson mo ibigay hay nako she doesnt listen. well she listens also at times but only when may nangyari na. but still, i'll never get tired of her, i'll never get tired of the petty fights that we frequently have.
i love her so much and i've never loved anybody the way i love her. i don't want to lose her. i can't be without her. she loved me at my worst. i almost lost her twice, the first time i had to literally chase her all around manila and luckily, naabutan ko siya sa galleria. the second was worse, i thought i was going to lose her for good, and it was only then that i realized that my heart beats as one with her. it was painful, it was as if the world stopped, and i just wanted to sleep forever and wake up only when she's right beside me already. i'll never leave her. i'll forever take care of her, love and protect her. i'll give her whatever wisdom i can impart to her. and God knows i'm also learning from her. i have never realized how patient i am until i met her. she is my life, my love. she will always have me, and i will always be there for her. i put her above everything else under God. i pray to God to bless what we have, eventhough there are trials to overcome, to be with us at all times. and i pray never to lose her. i cant be without her. i love her. i love her so much. i love her too much." -jc marques
see? that's what makes me a little bit happier than the happiest girl in the world. . . :)
PWEDE BA? CAN YOU PLEASE STOP SPYING ON ME?! 
